First Time....

Well this is my first post so it will probably be pretty short. We went to visit Hayden this morning and found out that there might be an infection on the left side. They have started antibiotic's and are trying to keep him from laying on that side but he is a stubborn little boy :). I just keep praying and thanking god for all of our blessings, but this is so hard. I just want to be a mom and change diapers , rock my baby to sleep but I can only visit and stare at him and pray that he knows that I am there and love him so much.